I can't, I mean this month has flown by. Tomorrow is the first day of February and so it's time to evaluate my goals.
Some questions that I have asked myself today, as I thought about what I should write.
Have I made progress? Yes,
I feel that I am making good progress on where my focus needs to be. I need to live in the moment, to chose to look on the positive and not get caught up in the wrongness of things. I need to embrace life and not get bogged down or obsessed when I am not doing the right thing.
Am I still in the same place? No,
When the new year started I was in a low place. I'm moving up the mountain, I'm not at the top by any means and I slip down from time to time but I'm emotionally feeling better, I'm also not as tired. The toddler is sleeping much better and that is helping in so many ways!
I've also experienced some good changes at work this month. I am back to working 40 hours a week(38.5 after breaks) and a new classroom. So far, it seems to be a good fit and I am having fun bringing things in the classroom and trying to play dynamic lessons...I will have to blog about the stressful year I had at the beginning and how this is much better but this is not the time or place...
What do I still need to work on?
I haven't mastered any of it yet. It's very easy for me to slip back into the pettiness of it all, to that place where I don't like who I am. That selfish state of being and wanting everything to go my way and to be magically fixed.
What is my goal for the upcoming month?
Love is my goal for February...I think it is fitting with Valentines Day and all.
I want my family to feel and understand that I love them for who they are, not what they do for me. I need to be an example of love to my husband and the kids. I need to appreciate them and show them love.
Sometimes I am not the most loving and I need to work on this. To love without condition, without strings attached. To show love and be loved in return, to have a selfless love the way God loves me. Love is important and it is my goal for the upcoming month.
How about you friends?
Has January been an uplifting month?
Have you made progress on your goals?
Please feel free to comment or encourage as we endeavor to make 2013 a great year!